A suicide's binnacle

1:30 she’s at school, announces her death
She’s yelling out how she’s going to make it end
Everybody stares at her, thinking she’s crazy
Whispering to each other, laughing, no one wanted to face her

2:30 she arrives to her “home”
To find out an empty house, to find out she’s alone
Goes to her bedroom lock up the door
She gets paper & pencil out of the drawer

3:30 she wrote down a letter to all of her friends
Signs the envelope before this shit ends
She picks up her bedroom so it doesn’t look messy
Doesn’t want anybody to think she was lazy

4:30 she looks out the window for one final look
She lies on her bed then you hear a big BOOM…
She’s smiling now her pain is finally over
There’s a note on her chest where she wrote game over

5:30 somebody has finally arrived to her “home”
To find out a pool of blood dropping to the floor
There’s no reaction, there seems to be no hurry
When the world finds out, her memory is blurry

6:30 now she’s all made up, lying in a coffin
Waiting for her friends to go and show her some loving
When they finally showed, they were all teary eyed
They wonder why she didn’t put up a fight

7:30 somebody gives them her final letter
She wrote she’s sorry, she knew she’ll be better
She loves them, she loves them, and they treated her well
But she couldn’t take it, alone is how she felt

8:30 everybody is praying, praying for her
They’re a little mad, they didn't know how life treated her
She gave up on fighting, took an easy way
She thought she’d be better if she flew away

9:30 everybody gathers around to say goodbye
Someone says “I can’t believe at 1:30pm she was alive’’
Filling up the grave of the girl who lost her fight
She wakes up on her bed, still alive tonight.